4 Walls

4 walls with no doors, imagine the feeling

A broken home with broken hopes held captive by a ceiling

A ceiling of iniquity, inequality and poverty

Will I ever make it up out of this shit hole? Probably.

But unlikely, because like mosquitos they bite me

Draining my essence, Ignoring my presence

Now I start to resent myself like Im the reason

So I just go through the motions, passing through the seasons

Avoiding my reason, shunning my truth, like a sore tooth, the pain is intense but unapparent to you,

so your reply is something like a homeless mans clothes, never (k)new.

So as I lay on my bed and think about what they said

I stare to the ceiling and yell FUCK YOU!

Because whether I like it or not, and please note I do not

These 4 walls with no doors are all I have to look to.

Self Image

A reflection of yourself you create in your mind,
An assortment of ideas that you use to define,
How you look, How you feel,
Do you have sex appeal?
Or did you over do it,
Did you have one too many meals?

Just Chill...

Because if you saw yourself through my eyes,
You would see that you've been telling yourself one too many lies.
Because I see love! I see life! I see beauty!
I dont see fat, I see an apple bottom booty!
Truly.

Stop talking about how you gon' kill yourself,
Just put on your confidence and feel yourself!
Put your bag on!
Turn your swagg on!
And if your running with a gang chuck your rag on!
Dont ever let anybody think about yourself sour,
Your self image is your POWER!

Infactuation

Captivation,
stimulation,
slow jam playlist in rotation,
her smiles the motivation,
obsessive infacutation.

I see her and she sees me,
two different worlds theres no relation,
yet the sparks fly right across the room,
crashing a bright sensation.

All these urges now emerge,
should I converse what should I say?
Hi? Hello? Hey?
Damn this is just stupid.

Where the f#%ks cupid when you need him?
Holla!
Instead I do those O.C tricks "Got a dollar?",
Infactuatuions got me trippin', im slippin',
resolving to O.C pimpin'.